I know it is presumptuous to assume the whole year can be that way, but at least Christmas was nice. I started on this site before my little one was born, debating whether or not to leave. I finally went to my mom's and it has been an upheaval in routine and life circumstance but in a good way. I can sleep safely knowing my baby girl is happy and doesn't have to be with me as a stressed mommy and freaked out over whether or not he will be moody, tense, stressed or depressed. This site contributed to my independence from all that I dealt with this year and continues to give me strength when I have a tough day. I just know that every choice we make is a thread that is woven into the fabric that creates our children's future and I intend to make it as wonderful, loving and child-like as possible without any drama. Thanks again guys, you really helped me through this. Here is to a New Year of building my life without allowing him back in.
