Originally Posted by
dionysianstupor 
I still have some Bohemian intellectualism fantasy that I chase after.
Hey
I really get that... what you said
I love music, playing and listening, blues, folk, esoteric... Somehow, for me, drinking just seemed to go so well with it all. I am confident that I will ultimately reconcile it, I've had some small initial success, like you ordering the coffee and still enjoying the conversation.
But I know what you mean... I'm not a writer, so I can't find the right words, but yours were pretty good... thanx
I find that working the first step helps... It doesn't just remind me that I am powerless over alcohol, somehow it also seems to absolve me of that responsibility... lessens the burden.... if that makes any sense.
Mark