Oh, he's sick of me doing what's comfortable to me! That's one of our big things. I'm evidently not willing to go along with anything that doesn't satisfy my agenda. On that I'm willing to comply; I've been fighting his ass for a while now.
Failure at starting a group scares me less then failing to do it well. I know the cutter spirit. I'm not willing to take another person's well-being in any part in my hands. Even if I base a group that is totally unfocused upon me, it's going to be on me, right?