Hi you guys,
Sorry to hear you are struggling today! TSH - I agree with nands, this is a white-knuckle situation! I hope you are okay.
I had some cravings when I was at the grocery store today (good news: I was able to go to the grocery store today!). I saw a woman with a big bottle of wine in her cart and started with the "see, other people drink wine and it's not a big deal, quit overreacting..." thoughts. Then I walked by a wine tasting table for my favorite winery. I wanted to cry but I kept walking. I spent a good deal of time looking at the holiday bargains and trying to convince myself of why it was okay to buy a bottle, but in the end I did not. *sigh* I hate this disease!