a therapist for my xah once suggested a book for me to read about xah dx....borderline personalilty disorder.
it was called.......I HATE YOU!!!! please don't leave me.
scared the bejeezus outta me. but i thought my xah was DIFFERENT
he sure was different. not only an alcoholic but all this other stuff on top of it. many a's will say that mental illness's are brought out by the alcohol and go away when they get sober and work the program to the hilt. it may be true for most, but imo, there are many that truly have other very deep seated mental illnesses.
(i'm already ducking for the rotten fruit to be thrown at me)