Tay, you say, "I think that is going to be my mental tag line for the next little while...'you ain't seen nothing yet'.....cause I know that refers to me and my sickness...it IS going to get worse...just wait and see."
Who is speaking here? You or the urge to drink?
I don't think it is you.
This is hard, sober work, and we get scared and stumble or fail sometimes, but an occasional failure doesn't mean we are waiting for it to get worse: okay, I screwed up today--tomorrow, I will get back in the game.
I hug you in your pain, Tay--and I tell you that you are strong enough walk past this.
Theresa