No more bandages
Okay...for this moment I'm going to remember why i shouldn't feel guilty. It seems that women always want to fix everything by bandaging it up nice and neat so everyone will feel all better. BLAH!
1- breaking my windchimes! They were beautiful and they were peaceful to listen to at night.
2- Wrecking the car- He felt like he should plow down the tobacco barn in our friends yard! How embarrassing that was.
3- Phone calls from other women- Well...lets see. That still keeps me ticked off so I'll think of this often!
4- Loud music waking me and the kids at 1 am.
5- Screaming at me in front of the kids.
6- Screaming in the yard so the neighbors think we're nuts.
7- Laying in the bed until 10am hung over and smelling of rotten beer. Yuck!
8- Showing up at my grandmas funeral...drunk!
9- Calling my mother a bi***!
10- Staying out all night with who knows?
11- Flying pots and pans, plates and bowls, glasses.
As I think of them I'll add more. I have to remember the bad stuff so that I can have the strength to keep moving forward. I think that if we make ourselves remember the crap our hearts wouldn't soften so easily. Just a thought..
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