Morning SR. Good to be here. A safe haven to share
my pent up feelings and harboring resentments.
This is a perfect time to put into practice all that
I have learned in AA. To let go and let my HP
remove those annoying defects of character that I
have carried with me for so long.
My stubborness to follow direction. To listen instead
of running my mouth.
Ok, let me back up.....for the past week ive been
trying to accept the fact that i lost my job because
i wouldnt follow directions from a peep squeak.
I know only time heals all and a week had past i was
beginning to let this situation go. THEN....i get
a PINK SLIP in the mail officially separating me
from the bakery.
REASON FOR LEAVING......#2 DISCHARGED(fired)
EXPLANATION.....DISOBEDIENCE, FAILURE TO FOLLOW
DIRECTION, WRONGFUL CONDUCT.
OH MY GOSH...!
Moi....ME.....how dare they say that about little
ol me.
In my opinion i got along well with the owners...
husband, wife, 3 sons. They seemed to be pleased
with my performance in their bakery are else
i would have been let go long time ago.
I was mostly always happy, smiling, cutting up, joking
around, supportive and complimentary to my fellow
co-workers. However i knew i couldnt be liked by all.
Could have been jealousy, envey, threatened....who knows.
There was an on going joke about my last name being
MOSES....then it became Harley Chick, Lady Rider.
Even the Dad boss who also rides a Harley joked
with me and called me Harley.
I know the family liked me. Which makes me sad
that they let me go.
Last night i was reflecting on the word DISOBEDIENCE.
Why that word....and it dawned on me about how the
middle son would quote the bible at times and he would
often pass me whispering softly M-o-s-e-s.
Moses in the bible was disobedient to God wasnt he?
Thats what i was told.....an thus that is where the word
came from.
Disobedience is a word ud use toward a child. And here
I am 50 yrs. old and still child like in many ways....
Maybe ill eventually grow up.....but then i like being
childlike.