OK...so...
I was told by my boss that our student worker talks to much...not that wasn't obvious to everyone for months.
So today after she had two conversations on the phone with her parents that you could hear all the way to the front....I tried to say something.....
I am a wuzz...plain and simple...
Now I'm not even considering taking a drink....but....
Back when I drank I could just get pissed off and pop off about something to an employee that needed to be said. Without it, i practically appologize for mentioning it..and say...well maybe it seems loud because the office is so empty
what crap
It seems to me that part of this staying sober thing is that I either have to learn how to do things sober that I used to have to get drunk to do...or else find a way to be comfortable with the fact that there are some weaknesses in my ability that I may not really ever get very good at...or something..
Anyways..thats whats going on with me today so I thought i'de share it....
Sometimes it sucks that sobriety is change change change...accept acccept accept (but I don't think a drink is the answer
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