Thanks for this post Mac!
I was so sick mentally, and soul sick..that I relapsed after the denial was gone.
I knew I was alcoholic..I willingly went back into it.
Told myself I had a broken heart. Shaming, blaming others.
Poor me..it was all about me.
I had more than 5 seconds...I wish someone had taken me somewhere..
no, that's not right. My girl tried..and I would have none of it!
I was in too deep already..and oh..the magnitude of wreckage I'm
still cleaning up after that last big run.
Please people..do consider. It doesn't get better when we go out.
Never.