Yesterday was so weird. And wanted to drink all day - not just drink, get drunk. I didn't, of course, but it's irritating how relentless this disease is. I was here most of the day and also spent time with my dogs, they always soothe me. Just glad I'm not where I was one year ago! Glad I'm sober and glad I want to stay that way, and glad I have this safe place to come to.:ghug