I'm glad you came here, Trish. Venting here is healthy. Your house sounds crazy-loud right now, and that would make me mental. When do they go home??
I'm sorry your hours are being cut at work - that sucks.
But - you have us, you're clean, you have a roof, family, little cousins who normally aren't driving you batsh*t, a vehicle, food in your belly, money in your purse.
I do this myself, too. When I feel like I'm going to lose my mind, I focus on what I DO have.
Hang in there. Put on your headphones and listen to some tunes on the puter?