In the morning I sent him an email saying it was a mistake to send this to him
For a brief...very brief second I thought about texting him and telling him to forget everything I said to him the other night but I won't do that. I can't. I'm just going to chalk it up to a stupidity moment and continue on.
It's weird because during the past couple of months I wondered if maybe, just maybe he still loved me (why I need to know that i don't really know) and hearing him say it the other night just crushed my soul over again. So be careful what you ask for.