Thank you Nikishine. Your positive words keep me going. It sometimes feels unfair because for some reason I haven't had too big of an issue other than the first week and I really feel for people that are having difficulty. all I have done is surrounded myself around positivity and people who support my goal and the ones that don't support it then that's their issue.
Watching my body transform before my eyes is also a motivator. The gym has been Key, That's what keeps my mind right on keeping the poison out of it. I am not going to spend 2 hrs at the gym and then blow the hard work on empty calories from booze and the junk food.that destroy the muscle I have been building.
My mind hasn't been this clear and focused in a really long time. My friends J and E have been absolutely amazing by keeping me busy and doing things other than drinking
