Old 12-04-2008, 12:08 PM
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findingkermit
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awwwwww *cries*

you guys are awesome, thankyou so much.

I couldn't have even started without you guys

I'm laughing at the brain fog, what a loop, I can't even think straight, I just worked out the time clock to see what time the meeting that is on at 9pm eastern time would be here, what a mission.

My family are so pleased for me, they have been a huge part of my alcoholism, they are great, and as long as I don't drink, they will never drink either, they are so supportive, and I feel very blessed to have them.

I just keep possitive thoughts in my head this time, the last time I did detox & a little rehab, I was pretty negative, this time I am thinking things like...

I can do this.

I will die if I don't do this and I don't want to die, I have a great life & a great family.

I don't ever want to do day one ever again... not ever ever again.

Every day I don't drink, I am one day closer to finding kermit, and I like her.

I am one step closer to going back to doing all the things I love and enjoy that alcohol has stolen from me.

I don't need alcohol, I need life.

My body is healthier today yayyyyy.

And the list goes on, I make all of these thoughts go around and around in my head, and leave no room for any negative ones
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