Old 12-02-2008, 08:46 PM
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findingkermit
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Hi Lenina

thankyou for that . I am very lucky that my husband and older daughter have been very involved in my addiction over the last 3 years as far as always being a part of any councelling, rehab, detox etc... and we often stay up to the wee small hours talking & throwing info and ideas back & forth as well as researching to futher our knowledge.

They are awesome, but they still need to know more as to how it is from their prospective, they are too focused on me and mine, I know they have their own recovery to make and I know how much it has effected them, but they need to know, they need to read stories from other family members of addicts.

It will help them, and it will help me too to know they are healing themselves from the ravages of living with an alcoholic, my guilt is unsurmountable some days, it tears me to bits.

I will keep comming on here, I will beat this come hell or high water. I beat a 12 year hard drug habbit...... I can beat this.
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