She can't keep you from using roadguy and I know you know that. How about going to some meetings and holding yourself accountable there? Get a plan that works for you. It isn't right that she berates you in front of the kids and you could use that as an excuse to get wasted. This is why we don't hand over the power of our addiction to others. We are powerless and so are they. Find another way to recovery. You can do it RG. We know you can.
