I feel numb today
Why do I feel like I don't care today? He has dragged me down after last night.
Today I did my own thing for hours, cleaning all day, shopping. I could care less if he packed his things and left.
I have never felt this way before. I just feel numb. I am sick of watching his selfishness- watching the hangover, withdrawls. The nastiness. the lies. He said today his whole body hurt, because he wasn't taking pills today- because he is quitting. I know it is a lie. He just dosen't have anymore, and is out of money today. However, I don't wish to have a conversation with him. I'm not even mad. I truely just feel like I don't care. How could this be? A lightswitch didn't just go off after all this time. Why do I feel numb. Is this good?
Please, any insight?
Thankyou, Cess