I would rather have my daughter normal on subs for two years even if she does end up relapsing when she weans off than the alternative, to be sick in her addiction for those two years. Subs have given me back my daughter even if it is not forever. I cherish each day that she does not use heroin. I take it one day at a time. I try not to think about the future too much. And she does do meetings and sees a counselor but we all know there is no guarantee even if someone is doing exactly what he/she is told. Hugs, Marle