For me I had to keep bringing the body and eventually the shrivled up raisin I have left for a brain followed and allowed me to finally quit drinking.
Im not sure quite what it was but for the last couple days I have been really tempted, not to drink but to use drugs. I think it was a bunch of external happenings around me combined with getting a cold and HALT. Minus the anger cus things have been going really well for me lately. Cept for the liscense thang....Oh well didnt have one before and still dont have one. Life on life's terms I suppose.
Good news is that I called my sponsor, went to a meeting (and fell asleep and snored AT the meeting !O - that will teach them to have couches !), came home and went to bed. I will probably never live down the snoring tho, I think I snore BAD !!!!
LOL
