The rehab I could go to would be the same one I went to as an out-patient, it was crap. I am thinking of looking into other, more long term ones but they would cost....
Right now, I still have my sponsor and AA and the fact that I scared the crap out of myself by nearly dying (I came very close to full blown DTs).
In a way though, I could do all the rehabs and AA in the world and still drink, they don't stop you if you still intend to drink. The decision not to drink no matter what is an internal thing and no amount of external stuff can do it for you.
Today I will not drink no matter what, I am still on the AA program, I have hope that when the urge comes in 2 weeks or a month, I will do the right stuff to get passed it.
Big hugs to KK. :ghug3
Barb!
Where the deuce is Jen?