Suzette
Many are thinking of you and cheering you on. Many are struggling with far less on their plate. Accept that things are difficult and never think you are whining. Your honesty here is a model for all of us. No one else I know uses SR as a TOOL for both self and unselfish healing as you do.
You give and are given. Is that not the purpose of this place? The important thing is that you are functional, purposeful, and are taking care of business. Motivated by love for self and others. Keep on, my friend.
warren