i just started my suboxone yesterday. today is my second day of being sober. i'm a lot like you in the sense of why i was taking the lortabs, and the amount i was taking. i kept taking them to keep the withdrawals at bay. and i got sick and tired of having to take them just to function normally. i wasn't even getting high anymore.
i tried to quit cold turkey, and i just couldn't handle it. and i also told myself that i could control it. but, i can't.
the suboxone will do wonders for you. it's only my second day and i feel great all around.
and i think its cool that i found someone like me on this site! keep in touch, and maybe we'll be able to help each other out.