Stone....my experience.....one week sober I went to the ER. Body was a mess, head was worse, I was suicidal. It was an instant ticket to the psych ward, do not pass go, do not collect $200. It wasn't cheap, but looking back it was probably one of the smarter things I did for my recovery.
My point....if you need help, demand it and don't leave until you get it.
Good morning everyone, TGIF!