I know a couple of people who have gotten caught doing the same thing and they were just cut off from their doctor. Two of them found different doctors who again prescribed them the meds. I guess it just depends on what the doc decides to do. Not a good idea, especially if you know there is a problem. The best thing for you to do would be to enter into a program. If you can't do inpatient then do out patient. I did an outpatient Suboxone program, my insurance covered some of it. It still cost me about $125 a week but it was less than I was spending on my addiction. When I moved and could not get onto Suboxone I started Methadone, which I DO NOT recommend, it was pretty much just like switching my Oxy's for another drug that was just as bad. Best of luck to you, don't lose sight of what the most important thing is right now, for you to get clean.