Amy, thanks for this "update". You've inspired me look at my own recovery in a different way. I tend to withdraw and isolate when I meet with disappointment. I have struggled with PTSD symptoms, on my own, for two yrs, (the worst of which are anxiety and insomnia), because of a unsympathetic Dr. I chose when I first sought help. It's time to risk asking for help again. Good to hear you sounding so confident and well!