All,
Thx for responding. I find this very interesting how all our patterns were somewhat the same - kind of a common theme that I followed also. multiple daily trips to the liquor store, gum, things that go with drinking, etc.
Now after reading all the responses to this thread so far I'm thinking of how much time I personally blew being wasted and aquiring all the stuff I needed to get wasted.
Just have to look forward to each day and improve over the last day in order to make up for lost time.