First of all, congratulations Lost!!! You have completely made the commitment to live a drug free life. Did you feel a little sad? Like you knew you wouldn't be able to play with your best friend anymore? When I was first trying to seek the Suboxone treatment here I had to go to so many docs just to get a referral for a psych. and I was so sad then because now whenever I go in for anything they will know. But, to not tell them is only hurting yourself in the end. Like the others said, the narcotics do not help you heal, they just numb you so u don't feel so much of the pain. Now you just have to get working on finding another method of pain relief that works for you, maybe yoga, physical therapy, hydro therapy,etc. try them and see what helps! There's always another way. I am so proud of you for sticking it through, the easiest part is to not say anything but you did it!
