I didn't expect it - but it has taken a weight off. I think just admitting it to someone and also I've closed off that avenue of abuse! And it was nice not to be trying to manipulate someone.
She was so sweet - she said she thought people who got addicted to stuff were maybe more sensitive than other people to the stresses in life. She didn't make me feel like an idiot for getting myself in that situation.
BTW - if we still had a thanx button, I would have used it for all the replies altho I didn't see them till today, as the forum was down till my bed time!!
Last edited by lostbutterfly; 11-19-2008 at 05:04 AM.
Reason: to say thanx.