Just wanted to update, I am 14 days sober today well actually in a few hours. Between this site and AA and doing everything I am told (well locking my sponser in this week )I am feeling stronger about this part of my life, the addiction part. I take it one day or minute at a time,which ever I have to do at the moment. There is so much love and understanding here..people really can connect and do care. Thanks to everyone for your posts and comments. I get so much from all I read. This is my priority in my life..everything else has to follow, it is the only way for me. Thanks to all of you.