thanks for all the kind words!
bumble:
Isn't it funny how your mind plays tricks on you on the drive home?
yes it is....it was working full time on my day off as i went to the CITY to get an Xray. the CITY that i've spent a lot of time driving around and buying junk. lucky to not have been hurt during those times.
but I made it through. I made sure I went in with no money on me, and then stopped at the bank on the way back home.
I have good, strong INTENTION to stay clean today. to live clean. to live IN recovery. to be a good friend and parent.