im 21 and i used for 6 months straight like $100-$150 a day. i went to this place called narconon and "graduated" the program. it was not a 12 step program. after i left rehab i was sober for 4-5 months and recently relapsed. i have been using for 3 months. the rehab i went to did not believe in detoxing medically. so i felt the whole thing. but this time i feel alot worse detoxing. im on day 2, tonight is gonna be horrible. i decided to go to a hospital to detox and then to an inpatient facility. im hurting all over so not feeling for the next two days will be wonderful. i dont wanna get on methadone because i heard it was harder to detox from then heroin. and i dont have insurence so going to see a doctor would be super expensive. at least im under care right??