rullzy - Welcome! Day 1 sucks! Good news is you don't ever have to be here again. Not ever. But for now take it one second, one minute, one hour at a time. The only way through it is through it. Keep posting, take good care of yourself. There are some really good sticky's on this site about withdrawals. (I'd post them for you, but I don't know how to insert links).
Hopefully someone who is more computer saavy will come along and do it.
Looking forward to getting to know you better. It will be ok. It really will.