The simple fact of the matter is that the times she has been away (rehab, mental health evaluation).... life was MUCH easier in many ways....although it certainly was scary.
That's God testing you....making sure you can do it. He did that to me too!
Thanks and God bless us all, :ghug3
Coyote21
P.S. I believe your Hp is gonna take FINE care of you and DS. He does us.