I guess it is the "rapidly" that throws me. You know? It is strange.
I am ready to call it quits. I feel like there is hope FOR ME around the corner. I have really great friends who are supportive, My family is there and supportive, her family is there and supportive. I have my hobbies that I can now devote more time to. I have my son who I am getting to spend some very good quality time together. My son and I have found a church that feels right and supportive. Everything is right there in front of me.
Now if I can only get my heart to fall in line with my mind.
I know what to do. I know why I have to do it. But it doesn't make the doing any easier.
If I can only will away the pain.