Originally Posted by Pixy1

This is hard!! It's so easy to pick up and block out this feeling with a bottle of wine.
I'm not going to though, it cant be as bad as I would feel waking up during the night not being able to sleep, trying to remember the evening, the paranoia, sweats, shakes, dry mouth, and self hate.

So I'm going to stick around here and read a little more, I may even have an early night, not had one of those in a long time, well not a sober one.