As long as the addict is activly using there is no future, no hope and no promises.. just a bunch of lies, chaos and the ever going merry go round that goes in circles and never stopping... that is until YOU stop it...
1. Stop answering your phone.. Amy said it best when she said no contact is best.. the longer you talk to him the longer you prolong your healing and your recovery.
2. Quit beating yourself up.. you are not ugly and you are certainly not alone.. stop letting the addict in your life make you feel this way.. take back your power today..
3. If there are no meetings in your area then use SR as your meeting.. and search out some online meetings... If worse comes to worse, attend some open AA or NA meetings.. I know that by attending these, my understanding of addiction changed and I quit taking my AH's drug use personaly..
4. Most importantly, TAKE CARE OF YOU...