whereami,
Glad you found us.
I just want to tell you that you are worth WAY more than the ups and downs of addiction, besides him cheating on you.
When one door closes, another opens. There is happiness in your life, you just need to stumble upon it, but believe me, it's out there, just waiting.
Addicts say what they say because they're....addicts!
Do not even think for one moment anything he said is true.
They obviously lie.
Stick around, keep posting...
we're all here for you..