I'm so sorry...do we have anything like a remembrance thread? It happens so often in our lives when we know so many people out there. Maybe it would serve two fold atleast...a place where we could remember them with stories and such and also a place to keep us and other newcomers grounded so that we never forget how deadly this disease is...just a thought. I've lost two this year. My heart is tired of breaking. I'm very sorry for your loss. I could say try to remember the good times but it feel shallow even typing it. I'm so sorry.