suzette
How about a ten-dollar bill, in pristine condition, uncrumpled, never having changed hands?
It's worth 10 dollars, right? To you, to me, to anybody. Imagine sealing that newborn, crispy ten-dollar bill in a watertight container and dropping it in the middle of a deep lake. What's it worth now? Well, it's still got an intrinsic value of 10 dollars, but in order to hand it over to a storekeeper in exchange for some food, you'd have to rent a pretty sophisticated boat, some fancy detection equipment, and maybe a team of skilled divers to get that box back. And that would cost you far more than 10 dollars.
At the bottom of a lake, your perfect, crispy ten-dollar bill is worth less than nothing...
suzette, try takeing a baby steps to kick-start your Worthfullness...
Don't wait until you feel better. It works the other way around: the more you do, even if it's not very successful, the better you'll feel...
good wishes to you
rz