Old 10-30-2008, 03:03 PM
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shanman422
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Approaching 12 days and I'm starting to play mind games... UGH

Hi all... Tomorrow is day 12 of sobriety. I am feeling good... tired, yet have much more energy now that I'm sober. I wake up every morning with a smile because I know I made it one more day. I even bounce around saying... I'm sober... haha... it's a great visual, if only you could see me doing it!!

Today I am not going to drink... I feel strong! However, I know my body is starting to wonder where the alcohol is....if that makes sense?! I don't want to drink... I know this. I love being sober. I hate what drinking has done to me the last 15 years. I need to stop thinking down the road and take one day at a time. Every time I think about the holidays, and/or our Spring vacation coming up(cruise with family) I wonder how I will be than. Why wonder Shannon? ONE DAY AT A TIME, right??!!! haha... I can say it, but for some reason I'm just off today. I don't know, maybe it's becuase I have my monthly friend and my emotions are all over the place ((((:wtf2)))) just need your support, I guess!

Thanks for listening!
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