Yes. It is pathetic I know. When I left I thought it would be a week and we could get down to the business of cleaning this mess up.
I was wrong.
Now, she has decided that we need to be divorced. I know I should run. I just can't seem to get started. I just wrote the world's best codie letter to her. I actually intended to send it until just now. I know that I keep giving her all the power. I know I could find someone to really love me like I want to be loved.
I know all of these things in my mind. I just got the Codependent No More book from amazon today and I intend to start reading it after Al-Anon tonight.
<<< sigh >>>