I'm going to put good health on my gratitude list. Just for today, I have a job, a car to get to the job with and a house to come home to.
But, and there always seems to be a but... I feel it's just a matter of time before I lose everything. I can identify with not liking yourself. I've been pretty hard on myself lately for making so many mistakes in life.
I haven't been sleeping well and have lost 15 lbs. I don't recommend the "Fear and Self-loathing" diet though!
With Global Warming, the Government printing money like it's free, handing it out to the banks that caused the mess in the first place... it seems like we're at the beginning of the end of the world.
But, I get up every day and do the best I can... with a lot of praying throughout the day.
Sorry for being so down but I'm tired of hearing myself say "fine" to my co-workers and hear them say "fine" in return when we ask each other how things are going.