I dont know about you..But I know I definately need an attitude adjustment. And fast.
I am seeing the glass as half empty instead of half full.
This may have nothing to do with what your talkign about..But it got me thinking. that I definately need to do something ALOT different this time.
You already know I feel stuck.
Well its my own fault.
I believe that feeling all comes from my perspective.
Here I go feeling sorry for myself again.
I got lazy yet again with my recovery and waaaay too comfortable in it. Sorta. Or uncomfortable..however you want to look at it. Considering I was nearly homicidal for about a month.
I dont know..now I am ramblin and certainly not tryin to hijack your thread.
But you got me thinking about what I need to do differently this time.
Avoidable...HUGE understatement here as well. All mine would have taken was a quick phone call to cancel my appt.
And a quick jerk of the wheel to the right instead of left and for that moment it would have been avoided.
So..Matty...what is it that your going to do differently?
What will motivate you?
I myself may go out on a limb and drag myself to a meeting.
Even stop denying I have some depression issues and address them instead pretending they dont exist.
Sorry if I went of topic or took it way into left field.
This is just what came to mind reading your post.
You know I got mad love for ya.
There is no doubt in my mind we can do this.
But how?
That is the burning question in m mind.