remember thinking that I need to go hide the fact that I was drinking. I guess we had visitors at the house in this 30 second dream.
JIT....ok...not a professional opinion or anything, but I think the "hiding" part was probably related to that feeling that of horror and not wanting to have to let anyone here and including ourselves know that we drank again...I have those sorts of dreams.
Mostly I dream that I am acting drunk and everyone thinks i am drinking but i haven't had a drink....or then I have the ones where just sorta "wake up" drunk with 1/2 a bottle of rum in my hands......or know I'm drunk but don't remember drinking...one dream where i was trying to break back in through locked doors to the treatment center to get help.
I don't take the dreams too much to heart...to me they are more just a sign of the overall stress level in my life...these days those dreams take the shape of my house literally colapsing around me.
First time I got sober I was made a bartender within the first week....and sometimes I have lived with beer in the house when i was sober....I think it is very possible to stay sober even though it is around us, but I do prefer not having it around and actually really wish my son wouldn't have it in the house right now....although if i really wanted to drink I doubt that I would touch his...I'de be much more likely to go to the liquer store.