Thanks all... yeah he is definitely in denial!!! But I do feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulders just by finally speaking to him about it.
I have been with my DH for 9 years... we have been married for 4... I have had this dicussion 3 to 4 times since I have been with him that I have addictive issues. My mother is a recovering alcoholic... she has been sober since I was 6. I know I have her to confide in, but have yet to talk to her because I'm afraid of failing yet again and her worrying about me. I know the more support I get will be better for me ESPECIALLY from my family! For now I'm taking one day at a time. Today is day 6 and I look forward to a sober weekend... I'm feeling strong and that's from all of your great advise! I am so glad I found this site!!!!! THANK YOU... big hugs to you all!
