thanks so much!
i am just taking one day at a time and im slowly starting to feel like a stronger person and i am hoping for the best that he will stay with me through this and not end it... but if he does... i think (IN TIME) i will be ok.
i have been reading books and i got a second job as well as going to school. its hard for me because we had so many plans and just to know that they could all just fall apart is scary. but i know that whatever happens will happen for a reason....
im just going to keep breathing and take one day at a time because if he does leave me then i know that IN TIME i will be stronger and that someone out there is waiting for me. but i just want that someone to be him. i dont need it to be him. i realized i dont NEED him... but i WANT him.