Originally Posted by
DII 
I open my heart when she is sober and then she cheats with her true love...alcohol.
That one sentence is what I have been trying to put in words for months now. My AH is currently not drinking during the week. He is thoughtful and caring and gentle......but I still can't risk "opening my heart", because I know the weekend is coming, or if not this weekend then the next. The trust is gone.
I'm working on me, but still it's the hardest thing I've ever done. Thanks you for sharing. I feel less alone because you did.