Visit didn't go well.
I didn't do well yesterday during the visit. You know when they say, "say what you mean, but don't say it mean." Everything I said was mean, mean, mean!! I was so extremely angry. I have lost all patience with that man! I knew I was going to bust yesterday when he put on a false face in front of the Cubscout masters, calling me wife and "honey" when we all know what a cheater he is. Other women, drugs, lies, other women, drugs, lies, and the pattern goes on.... it NEVER stops....He's 57 years old with 3 children!!!!! How much can one bear?
I wanted to literally take son home in the first hour of visit because I was extremely feeling uncomfortable and angry (remember I heard about another other woman at last weeks visit). AH said I couldn't go home cause it was their visit. Son cried and didn't want to go. It was the hardest day of the year!!!!