Originally Posted by
Rainbowsend 
You never will and if you do you'll either make a fortune or be as messed up as they are!!!!
I've given up on trying and it's very calming. Now finding better to question why I let it happen and how I can avoid it in the future. It's why I keep coming back, I know I'm a codie but sooooo want to break the chain for my future.
ill take the fortune lol, i know now that i will never figure it out and ive wasted too much of my time tryign to figure it out
im with you now, im trying to figure out why i let everything happen, and making sure i never let it happen again